The issues of sexual orientation and sexual behavior (as well as the points they differ and overlap) still require further research and are more complex than most believe. But as Jesus told the woman caught in adultery, once we have been forgiven we are to sin no more (John 5:14). God is quick to forgive when we repent and turn back to Him. Politics is all about rights and bills, which genuinely affect people the most. You seem to be caught in a cycle of sin, repentance, and more sin, much like Israel in the days of the Judges and like Paul in Romans 7:14-24. Though, it’s worth mentioning that the recent year saw a rise of several pro-LGBT religious groups, including individual churches, synagogues, and denominations. Religion comes from the perspective of religious fundamentalism. Healthcare is all about biology, particularly neurobiological research, and our psychosexual development studied by Freud. As every field brings its side of sexuality to the front, and none take a comprehensive approach. And we doubt they’ll achieve a common ground anytime in the future. Is it a choice or a predisposition? The best minds of our world have not come to a unanimous conclusion yet. Numerous scientists, psychologists, healthcare professionals, and even religious activists are debating the nature of homosexuality (as well as other kinds of sexuality). Why am I gay ? That is a question that is even harder to answer.